Been pretty sick the last couple of days, just wanting to get over it already.
Been lying around a lot doing nothing because of it, which of course leads to thinking.
I have been feeling ok most of this semester, however after much thought it seems its more the case of "I haven't been down", rather than "I've been happy". (Insert antisocial rant here).
What i think i'm starting to miss the most is not having that person that you can totally confide in, about however you are feeling at the time, what fears and joys are happeneing to you etc etc. And having them confide in you as well. More so than ever i'm starting to feel alone in this sense. As per usual i probably blame myself to some degree here.
Also I miss keeping in contact with people, for example a how was your day, or what have you been up to the last week or so. Seems this is a skill i really do not have for the most part. Being a terrible "Conversationalist" is certainly a problem for this one, also with uni taking up most of my life right now i don't have massive amounts of things to talk about i guess, although this seems like a kind of soft arguement.
Although i'm bad at expressing myself and my feelings, my having not been in close contact with people for a while does not mean i have stopped caring about them, infact quite the opposite.
Oh and good luck to the Magpies tonight against St Kilda, lets go all the way this year Collingwood!!
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