Seems that i have nearly no women in my life at the moment, and it sucks :(. Sure i have female friends but i rarely see them or talk to them these days, and even a recent one that i thought i could remain close friends with seems to have died off recently, almost like she has lost interest in me all together. This seems to be a regular occurance, i've noticed previously that a woman will talk to me a lot because they are interested in me (not that i've known this for certain), and once they either lose interest, or realise i don't share the same feeling, then i won't hear much from them after that.
Following from this I really don't even have a "potential" person, which usually i have, even if its never actually gonna happen. I think i'm just way too anti-social, and really can't see myself being able to change, especially with uni being such a huge workload this semester, probably the most workload in one semester i've ever had.
With all this i've been going alright, haven't really been depressed at all this semester, but i think i've gone through a change, it's like i've become used to being antisocial now, whereas before it was troubling me somewhat. This is not a good thing i feel, like i'm laying down and accepting that i'm antisocial, which certainly is not the correct frame of mind to be in to change.
Uni is only going to get busier from here on in, and i'm hoping after semesters end a lot of those great college friends and I can find some time to properly catch up and enjoy each others company like we would have last year. Because who knows what i'll be doing, or where i will be after this year, since i'm meant to be graduating, kinda scary :S
Post a Comment